I hate myself!!!

Argh!!! How I hate myself!!!

I hate myself for acting faster that I think!!! And because of that I have a privilege taken away from me! And I don't think I'll ever have it back! If only I thought of my actions first!!!

And many other reasons why I hate myself... for having the lack of confidence to voice out my views... For not being independent enough... for the lack of artistic creativity... for the lack of handicraft skills... for just being the jack of one trade and a master of none...

I just hate myself... Do I resign to the fact that God made me all of the above...???

Really hate myself especially for what I did as described in paragraph 2...

HATE MYSELF, HATE MYSELF, HATE MYSELF!!!